I used to hang out in the snow covered North , I have also been wandering in Tibet, which is closest to the sky , I live in the warm South .
The cold in the North , The wind is bone-chilling , But also with the formation of indoor ice and fire double sky , It's too hot to wear short sleeves in the house for a long time , But looking at the nearly one meter thick snow outside the house , It's comfortable to roll down the slope .
On the Songhua River , The glittering ice was piled up on the river , The white layer of the river , Two or three centimeters of snow , There are footprints back and forth . How is this ice cut out ？ The cut area should be covered with thick ice soon . The car came slowly from the ice , With the piercing wind , There is no warmth in the sunshine , glove , Thick down jacket , We're wearing cool hats , Expose the facial features , The place of the package should be as tight as possible .
Walk to the river by the guardrail steps along the river , A piece of snow swept open space is exposed in front of my eyes , There's a wooden house next to it , Beside them are ice sculptures like beacon towers , Ice build up , The steps go up , Several children are in line , There's a slide down , Someone's holding a plastic slide , Some hold broken cartons , They want to slide down here , I went up , They handed it to me , I wave my hand . Look at it with a flat eye , At the end of the river , Huge pieces of ice are dazzling in the sun .
Down the ice steps to the cabin , Register with your ID card , Take the right size skates , Move to the fence of the skating field , After a mental struggle , Or was pulled to the middle of the field by a friend , The pace faltered , We've tried to get the center of gravity down , But I feel like I'm going to fall , I always want to catch something when I lose my balance , So he said that “ Children , Can you help me ” A 10-year-old child held out his friendly hand , When I stand firm , He went on saying to me ,“ Just a few more falls , I started practicing here yesterday ”, Fortunately, no one heard such embarrassing words .
The first time I nearly fell into the abyss , I think we all want to try our best to catch something , Fear is that even the smallest harm will make you feel like you're going to die . When we know we're not going to break up anyway , You have to fall and then get up , That fear is one point less , Get up after a brave fall , In fact, falling is not as terrible as imagined , So I learned how to walk smoothly , I've got a lot of guts , I understand what I want to try , It must be done .
When thoughts can't be linked with happiness , Lost to go a little way forward , Try to look at things that have been deprived or are about to be abandoned , you are mine , It's part of me , I don't want to deny you , It's like putting yourself in heavy chains . So it has the meaning of vagrancy , Only when you really know yourself , I'm not afraid of being abandoned by joy , I've experienced a journey of my own , I am quite sure and eager to part with you .
Say goodbye to the past , How difficult is it , Always think of you in the past in a gap of consciousness , I know that's not you anymore , You in my dream have been stolen your innocence by this world , And where should I put my original heart , Is it true that you know the world and are not worldly ？ I've long been lost in the crowd , I said I didn't want to think about the night I spent with you , But you don't believe it ？ I just dream that we are far away from , The tears I shed at night , The clarity and doubt in my mind constantly switch .“ Do you understand me ？”, I said, just as you can't understand me , I don't understand you either .
But the past is nothing ？ It's just that I just want to absorb some warmth , It just happened that you were willing to give me , But when I want to be dissatisfied , I just want to throw you away , It's a wonderful world , After losing you , I'm going to sink like a stone , Till the waves and the sand bury me , I can't breathe any more , It happened that you were riding over me with laughter on the cruise ship . The waves broke my seal . I was disturbed by the laughter , Try to lean forward , It can even float up .
It's strange , I said goodbye , So caught off guard , You don't care ？ It's like never before . Keep shaking hands and go with me . I don't know how many times I have said such unreasonable words without any cover , But I'm just trying to be the same as before , To fill the ravine of my desire . I thought you knew it . You said later that we were against each other , You just cherish my friend . What you have to keep is your innocence .
But later I didn't understand . Call you in the middle of the night , You said something really puzzling , I just wanted to get used to losing . You say? , What are you trying to express , I had made up my mind to , There's nothing to say . I express my apologies , I hung up . But soon you dial back , I am angry to ask you that you really want to hear my answer ？ My friend robbed me of my phone , You can even talk to him , I used to step back at some point , You're not the one who takes the initiative , If I withdraw, you will also withdraw . After a few months, your thoughts tell you that you have found happiness , It's so different when I refuse to leave , Time has such magic power , Out of thin air ？ I robbed the phone , I said, “ I like you , That's what you've been asking , You want the answer ？ Even if I admit that it will only make me fall in love but not sadness , Make sure this is what you want ？”
It's just now that we can talk , I remember you said that “ We have to be polite ？”, To make people confused , I heard you say that Jin Yuelin , It's alcohol , After more than an hour, I can't remember what we talked about .
I can only ask you to see me again , I even made a draft , I want to talk about something , That might be a good farewell . Along the river bank , I want to walk past the number one bridge , You're determined not to move on , To this day, I dare not walk that bridge again . I have to go back to , What the hell are you trying to say , Your attitude completely upset my draft , I said your attitude made me speechless , You say you say , You don't talk anymore , We sit back in chairs .
You ask why I don't look at you when I speak , You let me look at you , I've been staring at you for a long time , I can't see it anymore , I decided in secret , It's time for me to leave . I talked about my share again, but I couldn't , A troubled past , I hope to win your understanding of my previous practice , Others may not understand , But I hope you understand , We have four years of on and off ！
You didn't hear me finish what I wanted to say after all , You walk into the badminton hall , And talk to me back , I followed you for a while , Finally, the mood erupted , In a word “ Why should I tell you ” The end of . Why are you so impatient .
In the Songhua River through the frozen river to the net red punch “ Ice and snow world “ When I left, I thought of these again .
It's more than 30 degrees below zero , In the snow sculpture . Snow Buddha , Dozens of meters high, ice buildings with bright lights , See things in a blur . After more than an hour of support , My friend said it was unbearable , Another friend insisted on sliding down the curve of the ice wall dozens of meters high , A few friends go back first , But I don't know when I have the courage to line up this usual line , Waiting for this cold hour , Let's take a group photo , Friends and text , It's too cold to finish the line .
When we slide to the bottom of the ice wall slide with plastic that allows people to lie flat , The plastic mat and the ice wall are covered from head to toe , The staff signaled us to turn over like a tortoise and get up from the plastic mat with our hands , It's too difficult to perform this action , But it did .
We quickly buy a cup of hot coffee to warm up our body .